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The days of the past week have been among
the most beautiful -- blue skies, pleasant temperatures - the gardens
are in full bloom and the backyard crops are still coming in abundance.
Normally people would be elated by this gift, yet we live in a cloud that
dulls our joy.
How can we enjoy any kind of beauty after
the shroud of evil that covered our hearts and souls two weeks ago?
At first, once we got past the disbelief, we were filled with resolve
-- to love our families and our God like never before. We would hug the
ones we love and tell them how much they meant to us. We would reconcile
our stupid differences, forgive past hurts. We resolved never to let petty
things cloud our judgment or distort our lives again. And we talked to
God (and listened to God) and came to church to be with one another and
found a peace and strength that mocked the evil and the terror, for we
came to believe that in all of this trial, God would win.
And then the TV continued to attack our senses.
Andwe couldnt go to the store or to school or to work without yet
another reminder that the destruction is all so real and not a dream.
We heard heart-breaking stories of those who never made it out of the
buildings, of those whose lives are now shattered without a spouse, without
a parent, without a son or daughter, without a sister or brother. It doesnt
stop.
So a new phase in our lives begins. It is
a phase of stress that leads to shortened tempers, and worn patience.
It is a phase that makes us want to close our eyes and cover our ears.
We find ourselves being hard on ourselves and on others and we wonder
what happened to all that resolve to love and care.
These reactions to the stress weve been under are natural but they
are not our destiny. When we realize that the power of evil not only sought
to destroy our power to love on the day of the terrorist attacks but continues
to wear away at our ability to sustain love, then we can focus our attention
on who is the enemy of the coming days.
The enemy are NOT those were
feeling disappointed in; NOT those were getting annoyed at; NOT
those who are insensitive to us in our lives. The enemy is, as scripture
says, the devil who like a prowling lion is seeking to devour someone.
Yet we need not fear the evil one for we have the Holy Spirit to comfort
and guide, to give new breath and hope.
So take a deep breath. Slow down. Notice
the beauty of these days and the gifts of the people in your lives. Be
good to yourself. Continue to hope. Pray for peace.
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