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In my homily last weekend I spoke of two
different stances we can take in prayer: (a) We tell God our agenda and
expect that God will act as our personal assistant or servant
and do our bidding and (b) we surrender our agenda before God and seek
to know Gods will for us and let God work through us.
We see the same dynamic this Sunday in the
Word of God. Because of a famine that has spread through the land, the
prophet Elijah has given up hope and tells God that hes ready to
die. (Thats Elijahs agenda.) But God has other plans for Elijah
and feeds him. Elijah was open to Gods working through him and he
ends up doing great things. (A nice alternative to death.) The people
in the gospel have a harder time surrendering to Jesus. They were perfectly
happy when he fed the 5000 -- they even wanted to make him king. (Sure
-- a king who feeds you for free-- whats not to like in that?) But
now he is saying that he wants to feed them with his very self -- he wants
to live IN THEM. So they start murmuring against him. Its hard sometimes
to let go of our own notions and let God in.
St Ignatius of Loyola prayed a wonderful
prayer of surrender before God and after I quoted it, I got calls, e-mails
and personal requests for a copy. So here it is:
Take, Lord, receive all my liberty,
my memory, understanding, my entire will.
Give me only your love and your grace:
that is enough for me.
Take, Lord, receive all I have and possess.
You have given all to me, now I return it.
Give me only your love and your grace:
that is enough for me.
Take Lord, receive, all is yours now.
Dispose of it, wholly according to your will.
Give me only your love and your grace:
that is enough for me.
Your love and your grace are enough for me.

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